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レクイエム / jon-YAKITORY - Requiem / jon-YAKITORY

Stream or Download ⇒ https://linkco.re/v6bpXsm4
off vocal ⇒ https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/l4z0q2a8joyvfoz7b30ji/Jon_Requiem_RSFinalMix_Inst-NoLimiter.wav?rlkey=ob13pxm4t3n54qu5s02f1lsdh&st=ftz6fzub&dl=0

Music & Lyric & Vocal: jon-YAKITORY
Twitter ( https://twitter.com/jon_408 )
instagram ( https://www.instagram.com/jonyakitory/ )

Guitar: シンナイコウジ
Twitter ( https://twitter.com/koji_onsensuki )

Bass: ササキ
Twitter ( https://twitter.com/clegiantP )

MIX&Mastering: Rosso.
Twitter ( https://twitter.com/RossoMixer )
https://rosso.localinfo.jp/

Illustration: 潮
Twitter ( https://twitter.com/_ushiooo )
https://www.pixiv.net/users/4227839

Movie: もえこ(Moeko Miyoshi)
Twitter ( https://twitter.com/mmmmoeko_ )
https://mmmmoeko.wixsite.com/portfolio/

Lyric
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晴れ渡る今日が皮肉みたいで僕はさ
どんな顔で歩いていればいいかわからなくて
君がいなくなったこの街は寂しげで
ただ少しほっとする様な

今更泣けないけど
痛みはここにある
綺麗事だと癒せない傷痕

嗚呼そっか そっか
君を嫌いでいいんだ
そう思うほど心が軽くなっていく
さあもっともっと心から
君へ
嫌いだ 今日も

愚かな人が今日も僕らを汚してく
「優しさとは？」そんなのは何回も巡らせた
僕が言い残した言葉はもうありすぎて
でもキリがないからいいや

晴れやかな気持ちで貴方にさよならを
もう二度とないそんなレクイエムを

嗚呼そっか そっか
君を失くしていいんだ
そう思うほど心が明るくなっていく
さあもっと もっと
君以外見つめて生きていこう

ああいつになったら
この旅は終わるのだろう
こんなこと繰り返して
生き続けていくのだろう

嗚呼なんで なんで
そこにまだ居るんだ
遠い日の言葉に今日も魘されている

嗚呼そっか そっか
君を嫌いでいいんだ
そう思うほど心が軽くなっていく
ここに君はもういないから
僕だけ生きていこう

君へ嫌いだ　今日も

It's ironic that today is a sunny day
I don't know what to look like when I walk down the street
This town is so lonely without you, but I also feel a little relieved

I don't cry anymore, but the pain is still here
Scars that can't be healed by pretty words

I see... I see...
It's okay to hate you
the more I think that, the lighter my heart becomes
To you from deep of my heart
I hate you today

Stupid people are still polluting us today
"What is kindness?" I've gone over it so many times.
There are so many words I've left unsaid
But there's no end to them

I bid you adieu with a clear heart
I'll never have another requiem like that.

I see... I see...
I'm okay with losing you
The more I think about it, the brighter my heart becomes
More and more,
I'll live my life staring at not you

When will it be over
I wonder if this journey will ever end
I think I will continue to live, repeating these things

Ah, why, why
why are you still there?
I'm still having nightmares about the words of a distant day

I see... I see...
it's okay to hate you
the more I think that, the lighter my heart becomes
since you're not here anymore
I'll live on my own

I hate you, even today

#jonyakitory