I’m gonna be honest is literally my favorite part of
Me: Ahhh, this is sweet and relaxing :)
is a very deep part..
However, her heart "shakes and says it can't accept that gentle happiness" (), signifying that she is used to her old abusive relationship and something twisted inside of her is making her want to go back to that kind of love rather than accept the happiness she is currently feeling (maybe she is stuck in the mentality that she is not "worthy" of her current kind lover, which the tearing of her face and body signifies, or her past relationship could have twisted her to the extent that that is what she now sees as love).
Bro this part gives me the chills
Damn slay Kikuo I see you XD
Me:
It's interesting how Kikuo repeats words from song to song in such a similar way. People have pointed out the similarities with Gomenne Gomenne, and there's also a part similar to Kara kara kara no kara onI love this song, it captures the feeling beautifully
The main character is struggling with her conflicting emotions of her past and present, leaving her filled with a feeling of emptiness, or a covered hole (). Her consciousness of these conflicting feelings is seen through her internal monologue and her physical destruction of herself, maybe trying to make herself snap out of it or simply going insane from all these conflicting feelings she's having, doing anything to make them stop.
i click this is song because the girl is reminded me of the one in gomenne gomenne lmao and the thing is reminded me of the beginning of that song
bro was glitching
What is wrong with her body-
From the girl looks like Vocaloid Oliver-
You pause at The US lyric says “staring at me” while the UK lyric says “Completely perverted” and if you put those two together you get “staring at me completely perverted” I didn’t see this at first and I’m glad I kind found it because it sounds/looks like a Easter egg 😅
You can not describe to me how hard this hits for as a person that has at least 6 mental breakdowns (months apart) in her life so far.
This part is the best the vocals and everything is on point fantastic job ^_^
WOAH O_o
I thought something behind the girl would be her cells. Around , that became red. It probably implies she shed blood. Also, it collapsed.
me: THAT HIGH NOTE THO
She can't stop this feeling of wanting to go back to her abusive relationship from consuming her, with enough not being enough (). This want is constantly hurting her (
the voice crack is on spot. It shows more personality into the character that endured abuse.
) in both senses that she wants it to stop, but what method will appease her? Being happy or going back? What can she do? What is she able to do? All these questions leave her going crazy, just wanting to get the pain and suffering out somehow and figure out an answer to her future.
This basically confirms it I think as she says “To tell the truth because your so gentle” She’s in a healthier relationship
I really like too
She _wants_ her future to be a happy one with the kind lover, but her heart is "...set to set intent apart" (), or in other words, set to push her away from what she is trying to do (her intent) which is to be happy. Her heart either does not want or accept the kindness she is now getting, causing her to panic and revert back to what she is used to, or her abusive relationship.
states that she is too used to the abuse she faced already though
I saw a comment here somewhere that said the girl hanged herself because her center of gravity is her neck. I completely agree but i also just wanted to add that her aggressive jerking (time ) happens when a person is hanged (in a way where they only die in 10-20mins, not instantly). Also because didnt die instantly could prove that she hung herself, not someone else hung her.Idk if im reading too much into this, but i just wanted to share this small theory :)
OMG THIS SOUND FREAKS ME OUTTTTT it makes me so uncomfortable, while watching the animation it's even worse. The music, lyrics and image really go well together and make me feel something. Not to mention Hanatan's voice... She just gives me chills everytime.
Not gonna lie the part of the vid where she moved in time -
のところらへんからなんか“てんしょうしょうてんしょう”みたい
At when her body starts to 'glitch' it kind of looks like she's being hit
I can handle the song. I just don’t really like the eyes in the wall part, it’s so creepy, yet impressive.
after makes me feel anxious, but before
this is so uncomfortable
I KNOW I'M SUPPOSED TO BE SCARED BUT THAT WAS SO FUCKING FUNNY
Me when I see a bug:
the way her body is havind seizures or shaking is too scary and relatable 😢.
gave me chills feeling the way how she move in that part but I love the vid kikuo this is the best music.
reminds me of angel beats for some reason
I love that part at it sounds like..i dont know how yo describe It but It sounds like hanatan put More emotion?that line like if shes really trying to "bandage and manage"(sorry for my bad english)
My girl are you done fixing your hair like everyone is looking at you- [ at ]
is me when i am feeling like i have to scatch my head but dont know where
She knows she is broken, as can be seen from the rest of the video. She says she only wants kisses stained in red (), which we can assume is blood maybe from her abuser abusing her or just from violence in general. In the end, this want to go back to what she's used to wins over, and she decides to leave her happy relationship. However, she does not return to the abusive one because she knows it's not good; it's just the thing that's keeping her apart from being happy. Because of this fact and her knowledge that she is too twisted to be happy, she is sent on being alone, "for life" (
When that wall of flesh appeared I started vibing. This song is pretty good also the lyrics and her movement is unsettling.
here's my personal take on it: she might be either being abused in her current relationship and believes that what she is receiving from her abusive partner is what she deserves. for example, i can say that at , she wants to be left bleeding lovesick for the sickest sort of love, which tells me that the way she perceives love is by being heavily neglected or abused. that's what she considers "love" from her partner. and she might even be harming herself when her partner doesn't give her the "love" she desires, it almost seems like something she wants because she probably grew up that way or has some sort of childhood trauma leading up to this. that or she just feels heavily neglected and has to harm herself in order to get the love she wants or attention she wants. that is overall my take on it, no one has to agree but songs like these are fun to analyze because they have so much meaning to them and you can always say your opinion on it.
to me, i think this is a girl first being into a relationship after being in an abusive one. she speaks that she basically cant handle sweet, kind love and prefers the sickest sort of love. at she says "i know it shows how broken i've become" which i think means shes been abused, been broken down, been left. she then proceeds to say "yes, it's why ill be lonely" since she cant handle love. i think it becomes to much for her to handle, the true love, and hangs herself
When the beat switched at that first part, I got chills. And at the end, around , when the camera pans down, she almost looks like a hanging body, as if the lines “I’m alone/lonely forever more” signified her death, (I.e your body itself is left “alone” without your consciousness, if that makes any sense) either at her own hands or her abusers.
pUt0 XD (sub esp)
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