This is a story about "me", no other.
／ This is a story about"me". no other.…… これは「私」の物語。（ 決して ）他の人ではなく（ 、私の ）。
(Long time no see >(Can we meet? >
It was always the same gray days,said to be the right way, the excellent way,I was always walking on the rails that were paved for me.There wasn't a bit of my will in it.I was okay with having none.//That day, the one that appeared suddenly in front of me, was undoubtedly him.Nee (ねえ), at least just you, I wished for to keep on smiling somewhere
◼ The rails are rotting away.
🎶 Falling asleep (dozing off) is a prison where I vividly recall scenes with the you that stopped breathing
It's weird that I dream the same thing everyday.//I can't open up to my classmates.I can't do laughing right.The me like that is laughed upon by the girls.( = I can't do it right, they can do it rightaka laughing, and I'm laughed upon)//I was okay with being left alone,but you always came up to talk to me.//I'm in trouble..because I liked you.
「クラスメイト～女の子達」の文章が、物凄い簡潔に、正確に状況を表してて良い
🎶 I blended into the surroundings for a long time
🎶 Like how the glass melts(I think it means that her facade for a long time is starting to fade away like how the glass melts)
🎶 I wish no one will intervene! (said in nonformal command form)
< I know a place that serves delicious ramen in front of the train station)< Coming?)(Coming. >Secretly chatting during class, it made me so excited.//Your smile was my only treasure. I kept it dear to me all the time (done accidentally, didn't mean to but it happened)
🎶 I feel like falling upside down
◼ The him I haven't met for so long looks worn out. It was false accusation, with a smile he said so half looked like he gave up.//The person that I wanted to be happy the most, even now it feels like will disappear any moment, it was tangled in such an atmosphere.🎶 I swear, the flowing peaceful days
🎶 I already cut them off
🎶 Just a bit is enough (good)I wish (you) to smile like during that day
🎶 I'm even willing to do evil (I don't mind doing evil for that reason)
Best
◼ It's okay to not force yourself to smile.🎶 Right now, Gate saver, Eyes open
最近知りました。もっと早くから知りたかった。 からが特に好き
辺りからのぽこぽこ進んでる(語彙力)感じも好き
🎶 The dawn is calling
◼ After hearing that phone line immediately I feel like the world darkened.
🎶 I have to go somewhere
🎶 Sacred you, No one but you
◼ I rushed out impulsively, without any plan. What should I do.
🎶 There are a lot of things that can't be spoken.
🎶 Something like this, it's as if a Monster
🎶 I can't stand being a supporting character ( = can't stand just watching)
◼ You seem like you haven't given up.🎶 This must be my Crunch time ( = critical moment to make decision) [pointing gun at the police officer's leg]
◼ I see, I got it. Leave it to me.
◼ Faster, faster, run faster.
◼ We are heading for the sea where we reunited.
◼ We're kinda weird.
🎶 We swallowed in the equally divided thin air
◼ That time we were also like this, talked about a bunch of random topics. This feels like in classroom.
🎶 If this is heaven, I feel a bit disappointed.
🎶 For the first time, the girl that was left behind
🎶 responded : (
🎶 The words locked in ice
意図的じゃないかもしれないけど氷の中が恋の中に聴こえて泣ける男の子が捕まってる時、血が落ちるのをみて決心した感じがまた泣ける
🎶 All the time it was kept/protected so as to not melt or leak
)
🎶 Soon I'm going to sleepCan I leave it all to you?
🎶 「This life isー」
this part always gets stuck to me
／ I want to end this life impulsively for the decisive time instead of living on the rails that have been laid out for me.…… 私のために用意されたレールの上で生きるのではなく、決まった時に衝動的にこの人生を終わらせたいと思っている。
