the way her face changed from kind of defiant to just resignation at gave me chills 🥹🥹🥹（00:02:08 - 00:03:45）
醜い命、殺してくれる？ ft.flower & Lily

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感情苦しくなって。処方はとうの昔に、超えてる。
醜くなって、それで？メシアは、何処へ？

痛み、苦しみ故に、息してる。鼓動を、感じるの。

誰の所為？お前の所為？？？答えは、無い……？
何処を走っても、休まらぬ。孤独だけ。

アイノウ、ミー。
全てを知って！

ユーノウ、ミー？
私を、知って。

悲しく無いから、その救い、寄越せ！！！！！

惨状。赦しを請って、答え合わせの鏡、見つめてる。
「寂しいだけ」？？？
君に理解るのか？？？ねえ？？？？？？？？？？

涙を流せば、善い子の、哀れ
私が笑えば、「孤児、汚れ」！
感情殺して、呼吸続けて
「誰もがそうだ」それが慰め？？？
何度も見てきたよ。やむなく咲き果て、命殺して生きる者を。
貴様、救えるか？
ならば、知る由も無い堕天使の墓場を、見て来いよ。

痛み、傷みに生かされて。
冬の痣のミコト、笑ってくれ。
ねえ、君も、神も、信じないけれど、そろそろ救っても、いいよ？

誰かの所為にできたなら、楽に、なれる？
そこまで弱くもなれない。私は、不完全。

アイノウ、ミー。
全てを知ってる。

ユーノウ、ミー？
嘘吐かないで！！！

救いがないなら、その薬、寄越せ！！！！！

誰かと思えば、蛇の成れ果て
愛かと思えば、慰み者で。
自分を殺して、呼吸も止めて
「君らが、それだ」と教えてやる。
何度も見てきたよ。やむなく咲き果て、命殺して生きる者を。
貴様に、理解るか？
ならば、知る由も無い堕天使の墓場へ、着いて来いよ。

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English lyric───And that’s love?

My emotions become painful, and I am drowning in an overdose.
Look at me who has become ugly, and so, where is the Messiah?

I am breathing because of pain and suffering. With this, I feel my heartbeat.

Whose fault is it? Is it your fault??? Is there… no answer…?
No matter where I run, I cannot rest. All that remains is loneliness.

I know me.
Do you know everything?

You know me?
If possible, please know me.

I am not sad, so hand over that so-called salvation!!!!!

A disastrous scene. Begging for forgiveness, I am staring into the mirror for checking the answers.
“Just lonely”???
Can you understand this suffering??? Hey????????

If others shed tears, it’s the pity of a good child;
If I laugh, it’s “an orphan, filth”!
Killing my emotions, continuing to breathe───
“Everyone is like that,” is that supposed to be a comfort???
I have seen it many times. Those who unavoidably bloom to the end and live by killing their lives.
Can you save them?
If so, go and see the graveyard of fallen angels that you have no way of knowing.

Being kept alive by pain and wounds.
Please laugh at the memories of the winter bruises.
Hey, I don’t believe in you, nor do I believe in God, but isn’t it about time you saved me?

If I could blame it on someone, would it become easier?
I cannot even become that weak. I am incomplete.

I know me.
I know everything.

You know me?
Don’t tell lies!!!

If there is no salvation, hand over that medicine!!!!!

Look who it is the ruined form of a snake.
Thought it was love? It was just a plaything.
Killing myself, and stopping my breath,
I will teach you, “You people are exactly that.”
I have seen it many times. Those who unavoidably bloom to the end and live by killing their lives.
Can you understand it?
If so, come with me to the graveyard of fallen angels that you have no way of knowing.

* My English isn’t perfect, so there may be some mistakes.

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