I'm tired, I want to disappearDon't you know? "I don't know"You’re pretending to be "decent"Drowning on earth because it's painful
疲れたんだよ 消えたいんだよ
光るもんがさ 目に痛いのは
This shining thing, it's hurting my eyesSince I saw too many dark thingsBut even so, the future is just a pleasantryI have no hope, no hope
私の進路は今 どこへ繋がっている?
Where does my path lead now?Someone, this lifeCan you please carry it for me?
I want you to erase meIn a painless wayNext time I’ll be a decent personMumbling without reasonBut tomorrow will comeReluctantly accept itWhile being drunk with dreams, while being paralyzedPretend to live strongly
When morning comes, I'll get on the trainWhen night comes, I'll be exhaustedIf you trace the « ordinary »I mourn my daily life because I feel like I'm going insane
朝になったら 電車に乗ってさ
迫り来る
The approaching darkness dyes the sky blackA winding viaduct looking like a reflection of your heartA lukewarm can and a dazzling consciousness, a distorted promenadeEven now, drunk, sick, crying, drunkSick, drunk, breathing
今も
息をしている
すごい
白い髪と白い羽織、赤い目が蛇みたいで、から聞こえる音も鐘っぽくて……この曲のモチーフって清姫……?
とかの音が歪むところもかも心えぐられる⋯
It doesn't seem to suit meThis tidy worldTherefore I bump into it and tear it offLiving a dreadful life
私にはどうも 合わないみたい
I want you to erase meIn a painless wayThere are many reasons why I want to disappearAnd I can't seem to hold them all
こんな 私のこと
だけどなんか
But somehow, I'd be happy if it clears up tomorrowI want to buy candy on my way home and walkThe floating stars in the night, I want to see them with you next timeThe meaning of life is hopeless